Sometimes the heartache and jealousy I feel on a daily basis makes me wish that I never met you…

I honestly just wish that I could cry about everything. I feel that if I cry then I would feel better but I can’t bring myself to do so because I feel weak and pathetic when I start to tear up so I stop. I want to cry over how much this heartache really hurts, how worried I am for my mom, and how worried I am for myself and my future.

• I honestly only keep this thing for band members and certain special peeps on here.
• I don’t and will never hate the boy I’ll never have but I wish I could move on already…
• Senioritis has really gotten to me now. I didn’t do an assignment for a class (and the math homework I usually do during lunch) and I’m probably not going to even study for the AP Tests I have coming up.
• My mom’s having major surgery this summer and I’m trying to not panic.
• I just wish it was summer already so I can see The Maine and go to Warped Tour.
• I need to get my tattoo touched up…
• Can I just go straight to Friday so I can see Augustana already?!

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I don’t and could never hate you.

I just hate the circumstances that keep us apart.

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hi, i would really really really like to kiss you again.

love, me.

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i met a wonderful boy at matt nathanson’s show in anaheim last night. :-)

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